school is over.
no dark room.
but whatever i come up over the summer.
should be good none the less.

as usual
self portraits
of various sorts
and so on.

i'll try my best to be original and creative.
i promise.

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this


and these people


and apreciate these people

My boyfriend and I of 2 and a half years are no longer together.
We broke up about a month ago.
I'm a different person now.
I'm not sure how well it'll be expressed in my work though.
I'm doing a lot better than he is.
So I'm glad.
Don't worry about me.
I'm fine.

Thank you all for the favorites and comments.
I indeed enjoy them greatly.



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I started my photography class.
So expect some (hopefully) very detailed, professional photos done by a 52 mm camera.
I'm excited.
As soon as I got the assignment of "Old Things" I went home and took all my pictures in 45 minutes.
That was fun.

I just hope they come out as good as I think they are.

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I'm confused.
Anorexia got deleted.
Then I got a notice that bulimia did.
But bulimia is still in my gallery.
So I have no idea what's going on.

In january i'll be starting a photography class
That requires me to purchase a 200 dollar camera.
I doubt that they'll allow me to take bloody pictures.
But i'm sure whatever i come up with will have emotion and tension in it without the use of blood

we'll see.

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deviant art deletes anorexia after deleting bulimia. and touch.
[link]

I really do not know why they want to delete them.
It shows a big fat stomach.
With FAKE FAKE FAKE cuts that I made on my arms and shit.
I guess it looks too real to them?
When I've seen submitions with REAL cuts and REAL stitches of peoples arms and flesh.

I put it under mature content.
They sent me a form saying that I need to be 18 to submit that series and obviously I can't have them out yet.
So what the fuck am I suppose to do?
Just let you all down I guess cuz this website is bullshit..

The other deviation 'touch' I don't even remember what it looked like because all my files are under different names.
which I can't even think of what it looks like...
Since bulimia and anorexia are one of my most grotesque pictures.

I'm surprised they didn't delete the one of me shooting up fake heroin. That's worst than cutting right?

whatever.
I guess this just gives me a chance to redo that whole series with a more 'unedited raw' feeling toward it, with no blood, no bruises, no pills, and no fat stomach showing... which takes the mood and feeling out of the whole picture and makes the series completely useless.

so why even try.
I hate this.

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